ArtashNikki

Hayyyyy!!! 

The reality in life is that you cannot make everybody to be happy. There are people who doesn’t like you: your officemates, your boss or anyone who you’ve met along the way. They might not tell you that they don’t like you but the feeling of awkwardness is there. In different ways or actions from that person you can merely tell that this person doesn’t like you at all. But still you always have that will to make that what we called “PAKIKISAMA”. Anyway, we were not born to satisfy everybody. At least you’ve tried to fit with them. Maybe, all we can do is to treat them professionally.

June 25, 2008 2:21 AMHonestly, I don’t know what to write.  Its 2:21 AM already but am still side awake waiting for my husband to come from Oman. My eyes is too tired, I feel that anytime from now it will fell off. But I don’t want to sleep now because I’m afraid that I might not wake up if he arrives here. I’m just trying to enjoy myself through listening music with headset. Lights off, my roommates are all asleep. I don’t know until what time will I wait. He’s still in Dubai right now, his phone is battery low – can’t call him up anytime, all I can do is to wait for his missed call when he is already outside the main door. Well, it’s my first time here in UAE to wait for him up to this hour but back home (Philippines) I don’t think so…hahaha..!  J I have so much in my mind now which is one the reason maybe why am still awake. Am thinking of baby back home, so much questions and worries; how is she doing now? I missed her so much. LBLANK Blah Bluh …. Time out!!! Nothings come in my mind. Am currently listening “Just My Imagination” by Gwyneth Paltrow… maybe that makes my mind empty, hehehe. Actually am listening MIXED Music, its sort of love and classic love songs, Ironic! I should have listened disco music or anything that makes me awake, hehehe…Tomorrow for sure I’ll a puffy eyes L, I’m gonna sleep the whole day. Buti na lang NO work tomorrow. I hope that my husband now is on his way to Abu Dhabi, his mobile’s now off. I could no longer contact him L. Hopefully, he will arrive here at 5:00 AM, 2 more hours to go. Don’t know what to do with this span of hours.. huhuhu! Maybe, I will just have to lay down in bed now while waiting, I do hope and pray that if I’d fall asleep I can hear his ring when he comes, huhuhu or he will sleep outside, hehehe..Well, I need to close and save this window now, so I can relax a bit. 3:00 AM

That was last June 15, 2008 when i received an email letter from our CEO, informing us that the office will be close very soon. The office operation will be until July 15, 2008. So that means, I have to look for another job. After reading that email, I immediately call my husband to inform him to inform him.

The same day, I started sending out my CV through email and fax, hoping I can get a job before the end of the month. For one week i dont have peace of mind thinking of what gonna happen next. I  have so much questions on my mind, “what if mg July 15 na and i dont have work”, “What will happen to me and my family”..oh gossshhhh…

On that same day, i received phone calls from different company for a job interview. One week of after of agonnizing,,hehehe..at last i received a positive response from those companies na gi interview, thanks God dlli lng isa kung dli 3 positive reply ako na reciv but of course i have to choose only one.

Hayy,,God  is really good to his people. Thank you Lord for the blessings.