ArtashNikki

Back to Work - - - it’s nice to think how the time passes by. Today is October 7, 2007, how fast is the time runs! Parang kalian lang… I’m almost one year na here in UAE. I thank God for the strength and courage that he has always given me to survive until now. Many times of my life here that I really wanna give up but God is there, He keeps on pushing up until this very day.

Thanks also to my family who is always there for me in spirit and in love. They’re always there to support me. And to my friends na ng tyaga reply sa ako mga email especially if wala ko lingaw dri sa ofc,hehehe…

Thanks to HIM also for the guidance sa amo mag-asawa for the right decision that we’ve made last Friday..I know its his will, iya na give sa amo family hinay2x our plans…I know,,in time iya ra give tanan amo prayers and desires.

Sometimes we think too much that we cannot sleep. Our mind is occupied; of the things that we need to do but it’s still undone.  We were bothered by so many things the reason why we hardly get some sleep. Have ever experienced that? Well, me? Sad to say, most of the time/night it’s so hard for me to fall asleep. I have so much in my mind, thinking with our plans back home; the plans of having a cute house back home He! He! He! - - - plan for my husband to be here. But of course so many things to be consider also. Hay! This is life! We can’t magic just to get it all. It really takes time. I am just so excited to fulfill all of that plans. I do hope that soon it will come true.

I have something to share with you guys. It was Sunday night when I have decided not report in our office on Monday for some very important reason. I’ve spent my whole day at home. Do you believe in Novena’s? Well, I do, I really do ever since. What I did last Monday is prayed hard to God for a very special intention. In my novena, I asked God to give me the answer of my prayer on or before Thursday, which is today. Last week mn jud, I’ve sent an email to our CEO, asking him regarding my yearly vacation, the exact date and blah! The problem is he seldom open his email maybe because he is too much busy. I asked God to touch our CEO’s heart and mind na unta he will have time to open his email and will answer my questions/clarifications.

Now I proved that God has a sense of humor, hehehe. He made me laugh this morning. The request prayer did happened today. Our CEO did open his email an hour ago and YES he did sent an email reply to me. Amazing isn’t it? What made me laugh is there’s no definite answer if its YES or NO, c Lord talaga..masyadong pa thrill, hehehe. But am still hoping and praying for a positive answer.

Today, as I’ve heard the laughs of my officemates, I did realize that it was quite a long time since I didn’t laugh. Since I came here, I can’t think of the time when I laugh wholeheartedly. I can’t find any reason to laugh. I don’t know why, maybe because of the distance between me and my family. Honestly, I miss the feeling of; how it feels to have a good laugh like you care no one. Laugh that makes your tears fell down because of happiness. I really miss laughing with the people I love. Am I too serious? I just don’t know how to laugh. Though I can smile, give my smile to everyone. How I wish to be with them, with my trusted friends.

Writing this blog makes me cry maybe because I felt so alone, no one to lean on in times of my loneliness. I hope one day, I can find the reason of laughing again.